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Flashback: She and I always have a great time together. When I see her we never miss a beat. It feels so good to have a conversation with someone that you really connect with. Sure - she’s busy - but she’s so cool! And we get along so well! And spending time with her makes me so happy.
Flashforward (and realization): She never initiates anything. Not a conversation, not a lunch date, and hell - 90% of the time she doesn’t respond to my text messages or return my phone calls. She no longer makes time for me. I’m no longer a priority. She doesn’t think about me. I’m no longer someone she considers a friend… am I?
But it’s time for me to call it.
I don’t want to be your friend anymore.
So I guess that’s it.
Idk, I’ve been so easliy irritated all day. I wanted absolutely nothing to do with school today from the second I opened my eyes to my blaring alarm clock.
I decided it was time for me to take some me-time. I’m skipping my 8am, sleeping in, drinking wine with my roommate and watching Jersey Shore tonight. Catching up on my Abnormal Psych readings tomorrow, studying some for my Entomology quiz next week. Then having lunch with an old friend at the Flying Saucer, then heading home to help my mom paint my parent’s dining room while my dad is out of town.
You know… a “me” day.
… I know… white girl problems.
Borderline goofy, even. No real reason. My boyfriend is in town, I had a girls night with my roommates last night, I’m hanging out with my parents and boyfriend tonight. For North Carolina, the weather isn’t too bad today, either. It’s not TOO unbearably hot.
I don’t know.
Life is good.
I try to be really thankful for days like today. I love them, it’s days like today that make life worth living. Days like today I feel like I’m living life to the fullest.
Cheers everyone, and happy summer.